What will it be like?

I've been thinking a lot about what it will be like not to be the fattest person in the room. It's a big shift, no? I mean, it's like saying to someone who's always been tall, "Ok, you're going to be of average height from now on." It's a huge part (no pun intended) of who I am - the funny fat girl, or the fat girl who is still cool, the fat girl that could still get a hot date...so there.

So what will it be like to just be normal? (Hmm...ok, perhaps I'll never be quite normal :), but of more average size.)

I suppose we'll see, but I don't pretend for a minute that it won't be a significant, challenging and weird transition for me emotionally...